Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooly shit everything is so much all the time. sweet christ.
I knew it was going to be a lot, but like, i didn't know it was gonna be THIS much, yknow? And now i gotta delay everything even further because my dad had to go and die right before i was set to kick everything off. I have to sell my car for moving money but like. I also need the car to bring my cat to the vet to get her pet passport or whatever so she can come with me, but i need the car money to pay the vet, and it's all just a snake eating its own tail, and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh.
I'm definitely not making it there by the 13th, at minimum. Ugh! i'm so annoyed! i just want this all over with so i can settle in and be with people i love and not feel so sequestered here! Why does bureaucracy exist?? Why do borders???
I know it will all be over soon and i'll be able to relax after, but goddamn, am i just so stressed out lately. I need this to go well, dude. i cannot take much more shit going wrong.
